mental spa

i am mentally and physically exhausted. i know freedom is less than 4 weeks away but the whole interviews, looking for jobs, working on exams and being a performing monkey everyday 9-5pm at work is just exhausting. I hate being at the bottom of the cesspool, having to prove myself everyday and pretending I enjoy running errands for people. sometimes i wish had an endless pot of gold so i can get me all the happiness money can buy.

anyway enough whining. this is all building character and part of Yah's perfect plan. less than 4 weeks more, less than 4 weeks more. trusting in God. i think a day at the spa would rejuvenate me.

whinge!

I really would love to be in either of these places right now. 

promenade des anglais

maybe i'd prefer the ramshackle houses to a beautiful blue sea.

spectacular?

i'm not cut out for blogging, i realised today. my blog is sooo *yawn*. i prefer to read rather than take the effort to write. i need spectacular things to happen to me before i can pen it down. i can't make myself sit down and write an interesting article. hmmmmm....so from now on, i'll only update when i want to whine and whinge. or when something fantastic, magical, supernatural, sparkly and dazzly happens to me. or when my flatmate starts her orgies again and i need an outlet to vent. anyhoo..toodles.