sapped

i'm exhausted. the past 2 months are catching up with me, working a full day on placements plus 2 assignments due after Christmas. it feels like i'm crawling to the finish line with a boulder tied to my back.

anyway, thats my whine of the day.

reflecting

nim 'as li of reflecting, meaning i'm fed up of reflecting! these western people, asyik reflect on experiences and force us poor asians to do the same! reflecting on placement la, reflecting on exams la, reflecting on learning la, reflecting on the toilet la.... the english love paperwork. everything on paper, paper, paper...no regard for God's green earth. i should be allowed to reflect only on the "throne". maybe then i'll have an epiphany, like that episode on Scrubs. heehee..

on another note, praise Adonai for helping me overcome the lashon hara! getting there...

and how do you like me new background and what not? =D twas done when i should be "reflecting"

grumblings

just woke up afternoon nap. my mind is in a foggy state. heavy fog. i should be studying. i should be finishing my assignment. but Jane Eyre the movie calls out to me. beckoning me to watch. sighs.. no no no. assignment.! the mind goes round and round

on another note, these ang mohs are truly lazy, some of them. complain about my heater not working yesterday, today the electrician came for 2 mins and said "oh, got to go take the testers to test the heater, love." "fine, thanks." says i. blardy fellow never showed up after that. still cold in here. i so polite also they never appreciate me! lazy scot! they'd better fix it tomorrow. i ain't gotta put up with icy fingers for long.