restrain

i am in the worst temper i've ever been in years. honestly i cannot remember the last time i violently desired to throw a tantrum. i arrived home THREE hours after i finished work. THREE bloody hours!! and why you ask? well, its all due to the bloody strike these bus drivers are on every monday. these lazy ang mohs and their strikes, these are recession times! what raise do you want!

i swore in my head so much i think i have to pray the Lord's prayer 5 times and eat the Lord's supper another 5 times.

maybe more.