the "sien" factor

i'm so emo-ing today. woke up happy and excited. went for extra pracs. got home. slept. woke up grumpy. got invited for dinner at friend's place. went to cook and eat. met other emo-ing people so emo-ed with them. had some magic boiled green beans and coconut milk and then was giggly and happy again. something's wrong with me. so the sien!