i am mentally and physically exhausted. i know freedom is less than 4 weeks away but the whole interviews, looking for jobs, working on exams and being a performing monkey everyday 9-5pm at work is just exhausting. I hate being at the bottom of the cesspool, having to prove myself everyday and pretending I enjoy running errands for people. sometimes i wish had an endless pot of gold so i can get me all the happiness money can buy.
anyway enough whining. this is all building character and part of Yah's perfect plan. less than 4 weeks more, less than 4 weeks more. trusting in God. i think a day at the spa would rejuvenate me.